jewel thinks to herself ,, dude! this is rubbbish! it's not me! how could i say to him ,,i love you,, it's the most disgusting thing in the world...what's wrong with me?.... he dosen''t even like me anyway...but still... what if i wold ask him one more time? and then...i can go on with my life...maybe it's not too late... i must give a shot,,
