Hello.

I am proud of who Ive become today and no-one well change me. If you don't like me then please leave me alone. I don't need drama in my life anymore. My heart is big enough for everyone i love and care about. The word ugly does not exist too my ears like it is too others. In my eyes everyone has a beautiful soul. Their decisions affect their personality. Be yourself. Because if you choice not too be then your missing out on every wonderful thing you were suppose too be.

+My heart is taken by someone so special.
What can I say? He makes me smile when I am sad. He makes me laugh when I want to cry. He takes all the pain I feel, he takes it away and replaces it with happiness. He is my best friend and my amazing lover. He isn't controlling. He doesn't judge my character. He actually loves me for me. I love every moment I spent with him. Seeing him or hearing from him always brings a smile to my face and brightens my day. I love cuddling with him in bed and just take a nap in his warm arms. Or even lay there and talk about random things and just open up. I love how our relationship isn't based on sex. It's based on love. On us. He makes me feel so safe and so comfortable. He has showed me love does exist. He shows me everyday how much he loves me like how I show him how much I love him. I cherish everything he has done. What he has changed. What he has become. He is truly an amazing person. Yes, of course we have problems but we still stand strong together and fight it. I am so lucky and so glad I have this man in my life and I am happy to share my life with him. I love him so much. ♥ I can't wait.. :') ♥ 


+Just because i wear black don't make me goth or emo. I wear what i want too wear. I don't label myself nor will i ever. I wear what my mood is. Or my eyes change color by my mood. 


+I am different from a lot of people but that is what makes me unique. That what makes me myself. I don't ever want too change my personality.

The man of my dreams:
Father figure material, someone who listens as much as they speak, willing too support as much as they depend, flexible yet resolute when need too me, secure enough in himself too be himself, trustworthy,treats me with kindness and respect, never controlling, loves me for who i am. BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY...
Will always be my best friend. 

Baby names: (you cant steal them...sorry)
Boy: Aidan Michael Lucifer or Hayden Nicholas
Girl: Lillian Annabella Rose or Lillian Annabella Lynn or Amelia Rose

+ I do have a lot of problems with me but that has never stopped me from doing the things i do. My heart is stronger than you think and nothing you possible would do would tear me apart. I am stronger than that and i thank my true friends and family for making me as strong as i am. Your stupidity and your pathetic lies are not worth my tears.