why?? a satanic cross..the 'promise' is that you wont feel anymore.. nothing. Later that is even memory/who you are/what you feel, everything that can be taken. Ive had friends that went satanic and its not freedom, its strange because when you lose feelings you find a different kind of prison. Please don't.. please dont. Its not music, its not freedom, its not even pagan, its just a black hole spirit. Please.. dont